[Do Not Read this version, New FINAL version uploaded August 9th, 2021 as separate fiction, click to link here on RR.
Essairyn had never felt truly alive on Earth. It felt like something was missing ever since she was born, but even after nearly 20 years of mundane living, she could never pinpoint what this or the emptiness in her heart was. Suddenly, she awakens in a grandiose, primordial forest and encounters both demons and spirits in a parallel world called Sol'h'meyr. She befriends, in particular, a sassy fox-spirit named Akari who just reincarnated after three millennia. Essairyn is an abnormal human with elemental powers, and Akari is being chased by those of her dark past. Together, they set out on an adventure in a world of magic, danger, mystery, and intrigue. But this not a game. That simple adventure is actually the modest beginnings in a chain of disruptions that tear even the dimensional fabric of time and space. No one, not even Essairyn, was who she thought she was. And not even the gods can change the destiny of the universes... A single promise shook eternity's existence. — Fantasy || Adventure || Romance || Action || Mystery || Drama || Science Fiction —
The My World To Live (MWTL) series, the alternative short name is Canaan, is comprised of three books symbolically named My World, To Live, and My World To Live.
Two years prior, the entire story had been planned and detailed out from start to finish before actual writing. Thus, the story will never be dropped.
While the genre is largely Fantasy, the book is comprised of many other elements including a School Life (Magic Academy) story portion. MWTL has a lot of scattered symbolism and allusions, hence, the mystery aspect. The science fiction elements progressively become more pronounced, and the slow romance is a late bloomer. The female lead is strong and independent, and her backstory and identity unravel as drivers of the plot. Expect lots of action/fighting throughout and scattered philosophical and psychological themes arising. It's a human journey to find the essence of one's living and purpose. What kind of world do I wish to live for?
Any feedback is greatly appreciated. I hope to share the journey with you~!
Canaan's Original and New Covers: If you're curious about my art and the various covers I made for this series and other authors, I have a RR thread that makes free covers and shows art processes.
[October 1, 2020 Notice:
Hello, I aplogize to all followers for suddenly taking an extended hiatus. Life threw a lot at my face and then the pandemic happened, so I hadn't been able to write until around the last month when I decided to challenge myself and finish the first book in this series. I am ok now, and thank you for your patience and understanding. No words can express how much every reader means to me. RR was the first writing platform that I ever felt accomplished to any small degree, so I am forever grateful to it.
Multiples changes have been made since this final revision and writing of the ending, so please see the latest chapter detailing the update. This also includes my decision to submit this story to the 2020 Wattys contest (the deadline was Sept 30th). That means I will not be posting the updated version of this story on here until the contest is over (since I doubt I'll win anyway lol). And so, if you want to read the full, now completed (woohoo!) story, please go to my Wattpad. Thank you once again, and wishing you all the very best health and happiness! <3 ]
FINAL UPDATE, March 7, 2021:
The complete story has been re-posted after the Wattys. This version that was on Wattys is the one being re-posted. However, the Final Version (which will be on a separate book from this to remain organized, and is technically the fifth version of the story xD) will be released May 2021. For more information, please read this update linked here.
Thank you to all readers for taking this two year journey with me! <3
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My World To Live | 76 | Final Note - See you in Hiraeth: Promise of the World | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 75 | End of Chapter Eleven (Book 1 Finale) || Invitation | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 74 | Chapter Eleven - 5 || Only Chance | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 73 | Chapter Eleven - 4 || Good Night | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 72 | Chapter Eleven - 3 || Your Name | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 71 | Full Story Re-uploaded March 7, 2021 | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 34 | End of Chapter Six || Breaking Icy Hearts | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 33 | Lucky Numbers for the SS Draw | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 32 | Chapter Six - 6 || Rogue Demihuman | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 31 | Little Gift Giveaway | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 30 | Chapter Six - 5 || True Knight-Mage | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 29 | Update Decision | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 28 | Rewriting Elsewhere | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 27 | Source of Inspiration (A Poem) | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 27 | Chapter Six - 4 || Resolution | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 26 | Chapter Six - 3 || In Cold Blood | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 25 | Chapter Six - 2 || Chain Reaction | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 24 | Chapter Six || Realize Living | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 24 | Chapter Six - 2 || Chain Reaction | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 23 | End of Chapter Five || Heart of Layered Walls | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 23 | Chapter Six || Realize Living | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 22 | Chapter Five - 5 || Magical Authority | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 22 | End of Chapter Five || Heart of Layered Walls | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 21 | Chapter Five - 4 || Eight Millenniums | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 21 | Chapter Five - 5 || Magical Authority | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 20 | Chapter Five - 3 || Entrance | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 19 | Chapter Five - 2 || Darren | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 18 | Chapter Five || Reisparte Market | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 18 | Chapter Five - 2 || Darren | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 17 | Update Schedule | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 17 | Chapter Five || Reisparte Market | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 16 | End of Chapter Four || The New Earth | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 16 | End of Chapter Four || The New Earth | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 15 | Qidian International | ||
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My World To Live | 15 | Chapter Four - 4 || Healer | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 14 | Chapter Four - 3 || Ambush | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 14 | Chapter Four - 3 || Ambush | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 13 | Chapter Four - 2 || The Andelrins | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 13 | Chapter Four - 2 || The Andelrins | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 12 | Chapter Four || This Crazy Lady | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 12 | Chapter Four || This Crazy Lady | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 11 | Chapter Eleven - 2 || The Cyanmays | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 11 | Chapter Eleven || Lost Again | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 11 | End of Chapter Three || Nightmarish Chauffeur | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 11 | End of Chapter Three || Nightmarish Chauffeur | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 10 | Chapter Ten - 5 || Whose Hero? | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 10 | Chapter Ten - 2 || Underground Lab | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 10 | End of Chapter Ten || Beginning of the End | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 10 | Chapter Ten - 4 || Ancient Magic | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 10 | Chapter Ten - 3 || Campfire | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 10 | Chapter Ten || Last Goodbye | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 10 | Chapter Ten - 6 || Returned Reflection | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 10 | Chapter Three - 2 || Soul Eater | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 10 | Chapter Three - 2 || Soul Eater | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 9 | Chapter Nine - 5 || Scarlet Catalyst | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 9 | End of Chapter Nine || Self-Conviction | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 9 | Chapter Nine - 2 || Rendezvous | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 9 | Chapter Nine - 7 || Killed a Man | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 9 | Chapter Nine - 4 || Last Light Descending | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 9 | Chapter Nine - 3 || Blurry Auroras | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 9 | Chapter Nine - 8 || The Scar and Sister | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 9 | Chapter Nine || Journey to Farinheld | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 9 | Chapter Nine - 6 || Hand of God | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 9 | Chapter Three - Forest Guardians | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 9 | Chapter Three || Guardians | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 8 | Chapter Eight || String of Fate | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 8 | Chapter Eight - 5 || Covert Stratagems | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 8 | End of Chapter Eight || Untold Truth | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 8 | Chapter Eight - 2 || Wishful Thinking | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 8 | Chapter Eight - 4 || War Game | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 8 | Chapter Eight - 7 || Fooling Yourself | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 8 | Chapter Eight - 3 || The Advanced Classes | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 8 | Chapter Eight - 6 ||Dead yet Alive | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 8 | The Mirror World || Chapter Two End | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 8 | End of Chapter Two || The Mirror World | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 7 | Chapter Seven - 5 || Hellish Knight | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 7 | End of Chapter Seven || Deal | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 7 | Chapter Seven || Byar'non | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 7 | Chapter Seven - 6 || Start from Scratch | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 7 | Chapter Seven - 3 || Bodraig | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 7 | Chapter Seven - 4 || Aispin | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 7 | Chapter Seven - 8 || Bad Blood | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 7 | Chapter Seven - 7 || Tragedy of Farinheld | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 7 | Chapter Seven - 2 || A Knight's Oath | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 7 | Companion | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 7 | Chapter Two - 3 || Companion | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 6 | Chapter Six - 3 || In Cold Blood | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 6 | Chapter Six - 5 || True Knight-Mage | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 6 | Chapter Six - 4 || Resolution | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 6 | End of Chapter Six || Breaking Icy Hearts | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 6 | Chapter Six - 6 || Rogue Demihuman | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 6 | Encounter | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 6 | Chapter Two - 2 || Encounter | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 6 | Chapter Six - 2 || Chain Reaction | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 6 | Chapter Six || Realize Living | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 5 | Chapter Five - 3 || Cyrienne | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 5 | Chapter Five - 4 || Timeless | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 5 | Chapter Two || Illumination | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 5 | Chapter Two || Illumination | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 5 | Chapter Five - 3 || Entrance | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 5 | Chapter Five - 2 || Darren | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 5 | Chapter Five - 4 || Eight Millenniums | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 5 | Chapter Five || Reisparte Market | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 5 | Chapter Five - 5 || Magical Authority | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 5 | End of Chapter Five || Heart of Layered Walls | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 4 | Determination || End of Chapter One | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 4 | End of Chapter One || Determination | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 4 | Chapter Four - 3 || Ambush | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 4 | Chapter Four - 4 || Healer | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 4 | Chapter Four || This Crazy Lady | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 4 | End of Chapter Four || The New Earth | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 4 | Chapter Four - 2 || The Andelrins | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 3 | Magic Within | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 3 | Chapter One - 2 || Magic Within | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 3 | Chapter Three - 2 || Soul Eater | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 3 | End of Chapter Three || Nightmarish Chauffeur | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 3 | Chapter Three || Guardians | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 2 | Chapter One || Descendance | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 2 | Chapter One || Descendance | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 2 | Chapter Two || Illumination | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 2 | Chapter Two - 2 || Encounter | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 2 | End of Chapter Two || The Mirror World | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 2 | Chapter Two - 3 || Companion | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 1 | October 1st 2020 Completed Story Update (Please Read) | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 1 | Prologue | Qidian International | |
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My World To Live | 1 | Prologue || Infinity's Spell | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 1 | Chapter One - 2 || Magic Within | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 1 | Chapter One || Descendance | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | 1 | End of Chapter One || Determination | RoyalRoadL | |
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My World To Live | All Rewrites Finished! Stay Tuned for the New Chapter! | RoyalRoadL | ||
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My World To Live | Rewriting the Beginning | RoyalRoadL | ||
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My World To Live | Not a Chapter! Just put up a New Cover~ | RoyalRoadL | ||
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My World To Live | Poll on Story So Far~ | RoyalRoadL | ||
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My World To Live | Source of Inspiration (A Poem) | RoyalRoadL | ||
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My World To Live | Prologue || Infinity's Spell | RoyalRoadL |