Dark....

All I could feel is the darkness surrounding me.

It feels warm, like wrapped in a blanket, keeping me safe and content.

It's an unusual feeling. Not being able to open your eyes or know where you are but there's no sense of being lost, being alone, only a strange comfort that you're gonna be okay.

It feels weird not knowing who you are, but you recall distant memories, memories that are important to you, the one that you should never forget, but its out reach, you can almost touch the tip of that forgotten memory but then it vanishes.

I don't know anymore. Seems like my sense of time is warp, like I can't tell how long I've been here. Has it been hours, days, weeks or month or even years.

I keep waiting.

Waiting for that sense of panic, that strangling paranoia, the constricting of the heart.

But what I was expecting never happened.

Suddenly, I feel exhausted and the need of sleep overcome me.

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I'm still in the same situation, but I could feel myself getting bigger, stronger. taking shape into something significant.

I can feel my limb twisting and turning, growing into an arm, a leg, a body.

I guess I have grown a pair of ears, because I can hear sound, strange noises outside whatever place I'm in.

I guess I could somehow guess, I'm maybe a fetus growing inside of a woman or in a mad scientist laboratory, like one of those test-tube babies.

I shuddered at the thought.

Hmm.. maybe this is how you are born into the world, with a strong sense of awareness and maybe slightly advance intelligence?

And then you forget everything after you come out of the womb, and then you become more dumber, more primitive?

*Sigh* I'm not even making sense anymore.

Here we go, the feeling of tiredness hit me again. I don't know how many times I've slept since I've been here but its been more than I could count.

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