Was it too hard to accomplish something in life? Was it too much to ask for love? Was it too much to ask for appreciation?

Was it too hard to stop bullying? To pity me? Was it really that difficult? Why was life so unfair?

I did everything and yet I was overshadowed, neglected, mocked and betrayed! Was it really too much to ask!?

All what I want is a different life where I at least will find my worth....