If it's rape, why do I enjoy it?

Lust in the Shadows follows the life of University Student Amber Hall as she embarks on a journey to find her supposed rapist and in the aura of the hunt, unconsciously starts to fall for him.

Amber

I arrived at Lauren's room at about 11:56pm and from the windows saw the room was dark, just perfect I thought smiling to myself. She's surely asleep, I would creep up on her bed side, scare the hell out her and wish her a happy birthday and then we would both have fun throughout the morning. Damn, it was going to be a double score I thought smiling to myself again as I quietly opened the door with the spare key Lauren had given me a long time ago. I tiptoed into the room and unexpectedly walked in on a scene that would forever haunt my memory. I found Lauren sitting ontop my boyfriend Tyler, gently riding him gently. They were so lost in the moment that they didn't even realize I had entered the room....

I was so clouded in thoughts, lost in the world of anger and didn't notice him silently crawling behind my back. I didn't know someone was behind me until he crept up behind me.........