So, You Wanna Be A Monster

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When you're given the chance to wish for anything at all, what would you ask for?

The first thing Noah would ask for is the power to fix this failing world. He's a selfless person that way.

But now the world's gone. He's dead. Abandoned by his past lives. They all knew this was the moment he makes a terrible decision. A decision that chains him to the very evil he had spent his lives fighting against. And they all knew it could not be avoided.

The second thing Noah would want is to burn the whole world down. After all, with no world, there's no responsibility. Nothing to keep him fighting.

But, like the previous decision, there's no world to burn. Just himself. And despite the bone-deep tiredness of his heart, he knows he wants to keep living.

His third option would be the ability to stop caring. If you can't fix it, if you can't burn it down, what even is the point? Just fight, fight, fight. And for what? Another life? Another battle?

But he knows he can't do that. He's got it all figured out in his head, but the head is not the part that makes the wish.

And he knows what he keeps locked in his heart. Deep down, in that walled off part of his soul, he's always wanted to be someone else.

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Alt Synopsis When power is handed to you on a silver platter, how could you refuse? The Gatekeepers are the only ones standing between Life and that which lies beyond. Known to many as the Slaves of the Abyss. Without them, there would be no such thing as the Seven Realms. Feared by all, despised by many. Looked up to by only an ignorant few. Beneath the surface, things aren't as simple as they seem. Power. Endless power. This is what the Gatekeepers earn for keeping the Abyss from encroaching. Unfortunately for them, power isn't everything. And their enemy has an eternity to grow. To learn. With both sides facing imminent destruction by the other's hands, the final battle draws ever closer… When you've fallen to the bottom, there's no place to go but up. You might have heard these words spoken. By someone you admire. By your parents. Something to believe in when your hopes are down. They're wrong, though. The lot of them. Because there's always the Abyss. Every bottomless, ever hungering. They're gone by now. The lot of them. When you have nothing to lose, you have the world to gain. Someone may have told this to you, once. A distant memory ago. By your childhood friend as she told you her dreams of conquering the Labyrinth. Or by that mysterious old man who's saved your life several times, only stopping to say something inspiring before disappearing the moment your attention wavers. They're all wrong. The Abyss takes what it will, and there's little that can be done to stop it. If you let your ideals slip for even a moment, you'll find yourself falling into a deep, endless chasm that few have ever escaped. Those who did came out changed beyond all recognition. They're dead. Them and countless others. So, you wanna be a monster. When you're offered power on a silver platter, you don't refuse. You bite the hand you're fed with. Scratch the arm extended. Claw at the face of those who mocked you. And once they're all gone, you turn to the platter and eat that too. Because once you're given another chance, there's not going to be another. The final test is coming, and it's coming fast. And if you're not clawing and fighting to get to the top, when it comes you won't have anything at all. They're dead, but at least you'll see them again. Maybe this time, you can make things right.

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So, You Wanna Be A Monster 2 Chapter 2 : The Time We Bide RoyalRoadL
So, You Wanna Be A Monster 1 Chapter 1 : The Day He Died RoyalRoadL
So, You Wanna Be A Monster Prologue : Fall of the Mad King RoyalRoadL