All her life, just because she fell too deep in love, she met with a tragic end, poisoned to death by the person she loved.
Then, came along another chance, your mother , I don't want to love anymore, can't I?
Feelings and whatnot were tossed far away.
The body feels light without the burden of feelings.
Carefree, fooling around in Jiang Hu*, doing anything to her heart's content.
There's nothing in the world more beautiful than this.
She doesn't care anymore, so why can't they let go of her?
*江湖